I saw a deer hide.

This happens when you go bird watching: You see more than birds.

The deer peeking around a tree struck me as funny. Looked like she was trying to hide. But the tree was skinny and she wasn’t.

I had a camera that day, and got the shot. I keep this picture on the wall in a room where I work out.

deer tree

Every time I look at it I smile. I’ve looked at it a thousand times.

This gets me wondering about why we stay interested in the same old things…

Yesterday I saw an American Kestrel on a wire. I stopped the car. Got my binoculars, and looked.

Cool sight. A “sparrow hawk,” as it used to be called. Fierce eyes. Tan like a cougar, with blue and gray markings. Two-fisted talons, the talons of a welterweight.

The Kestrel stared at me: “What the hell you loookin’ at?” Then turned his head, opened his wings and lifted off like a warplane.

I’ve seen Kestrels before. I’ve seen a lot of birds. It’s memorable when you see one for the first time. You lose your bird virginity, so to speak. But you don’t lose your interest.

I remember the first time I saw a Bald Eagle. Near a lake in the North Woods. I was excited. But the second time, I still was excited.

My first Scarlet Tanager was a score. But so were the tanagers I saw after that. Even the ones I saw last May, though they were far from my first.

Serious birders keep a list of species. I do that, too, in the form of check marks in an old field guide.

But I also keep a casual list of repeat sightings in the back of my mind. Every time I see an interesting bird, a little click registers somewhere.

Another Red-breasted Nuthatch. Another Hairy Woodpecker. Another Turkey Vulture. I don’t have exact figures, but I appreciate each sighting.

Maybe some day I’ll get jaded and stop raising my binoculars. Maybe I’ll figure, “Seen it all.” But not yet.

So I looked at the American Kestrel on a wire, and he looked back. I thought: What’s better than seeing a thousand Kestrels?

Seeing a thousand and one.


5 Responses to “I saw a deer hide.”

  1. Love reading this, looks like the real world. Today as I was playing golf alone, as I do when working in my garden, I am also paying attention at birds. You can see the same birds, but it is still wonderful.
    Thanks, keep writing.

  2. Pam says:

    I’m always looking for other nature blogs, and I think I’ve found treasure this time. Having my own nature blog and nature newspaper column syndicated regionally, I love to see others that are well written. I haven’t had time to cruise through all the blogs here, but have enjoyed what I’ve found so far and look forward to reading more. Good work – and happy birding!

  3. jeff says:

    I remember the first time I saw a “bald eagle” too. In an office building about 8 years ago. But this variety doesn’t have any feathers.

  4. S.T. says:

    What’s better than reading 135 posts by the TFBW? Reading 136.

  5. Amy says:

    Love this post and totally agree. The deer photo is awesome.